Monday, March 2, 2009

Cherating.... I'm really wonder


















Sunday, February 15, 2009

Memory

You walked in to my life,
But just like that,
You walked back out,
Still you will be a memory,
A memory that I have created in my mind,
Still you will be a memory,
A memory that will always be locked,
Away in my heart and my mind,
I will always have a memory of you in my heart,
And I will always carry that picture of you in my mind,
Still you will be a memory,

Umberto Eco

But now I have come to believe that
the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma
that is made terrible by our own mad attempt
to interpret it as though it had an underlying truth.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

huhuhuuh...
Actually I feel regret on my self after some of those thing happen to me...
but I have no idea how that things can be happen....actually it's not much serious
it's my fault....mak abah sorry ok.....
I know that if both of know it you must feel disappointed to me...
but then I'm promise that it will never happen again...
and to all my fren...I hoped all this things can be one of the lesson for us...
the past it past take it's as a lesson....
I know we should'n be in that place at the night but the what can we do.....

huhuhu what kinds of story that I'm tries to say...but then SORRY........SORRY

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Love Someone Without Knowing His Feeling

hhuhhuh
long time no see...

Now I'm want to share sumthing about the person that I love but then I can't have it...
the sound like something sad but as being as good fren then I've let him go with the person that he loves one...actually the girl that he loves it's my bestfren....

Hhahahaha....actually I've no idea about that guy..but as far as I know him he is a good person and quite funny...then he tell me that she loves that girls and want me to to do his favour to get that girls...at the first time it's difficult for me to do it...at that time only I feel want to cry and tell by own why he must choose my best fren but then maybe I'm not good enough for him...

huhhhhh I can't accept it but at the same time I try to tackle that girl which is my bestfren for him...and now they in process to getting closed.....and what happen to me???

Actually I've no idea what to do right now...but if they are going smoothly..then I'm happy to both of sides......


To my fren...I'm wish u happy and being together always......

Sunday, January 4, 2009

A Best Friend

A best friendis always there,
whether you need advice,or a pep talk,
or even a shoulder to cry on.
A best friend
listens with her heart
and is always honest with you,
even though the truth may not be
what you want to hear.A best friend
knows all your secrets,understands your fears
shares your dreams.
A best friend
never stops believing in you
even if you give upon yourself.you are
that kind of friend to me.
And no matter what happens,
you always will be.
You are my best friend....my forever friend.

When You Love Someone In Your LIfe

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.
You've loved him for so very long,
You would think he could do no wrong.

Every day you would hope and pray,
That he would always stay this way.
He treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.

You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
He started putting you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to him was dirt.

He started ignoring you and you wondered why,
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.
You thought your relationship would never end,
But that was all so fake and pretend.

One night he was so sweet to you,
You thought all those things were maybe untrue,
Two days later he was back the same,
You thought you were the one to blame.

He thought the relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious.
By this time you knew it wouldn't last,
All the nice things he said were in the past.

You thought that you would marry him some day,
But this time God wanted to get his way.
You wanted things back how they were before,
But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.

It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock,
You heard the news and it wasn't a shock.
You knew this was going to happen soon,
As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.

What About Now~~~

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?
Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.
What about now?What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,I am yours.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Happy New Year

To all my fren I'm just wanna wish u happy new year
hope that this new year make us very happy and more succeed..
more love and spirit.........

Sunday, November 2, 2008

FInaL MoDe

hahahahahahaha
final exam just around the corner...
nervous have been all out....
huhuhuhuh...
tell me how to overcome it....
makes me wonder to thinks....
mak abah prays for my success....
eventhough it take time for 3 days only...
but...ehehehehe it will become a miserabale for me....

Monday, October 20, 2008

MeMOry Of TelUK CeMpeDaK











Friday, October 10, 2008

You Are Not Deserve This Pain

I still see your face in my dreamsIt hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall
I still remember the first time we met

There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new
Out of no where you called me on the phone

I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever
Two years and we are barely holding it together

What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my like ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see
We decided to go out and make it all all right

It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't
I miss you and everything you were to me

Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall

Can We Still Be Friends?

I was cold and hurting
lost out in the night
wandering and searchingfor heaven's light
I saw the night sky clearing
when you spread your rainbow wings
But little did I know

what joy you would bring
From that moment ona friendship did start
you kissed away my tears and sheltered my heart
I bless the day God
sent him from above

But then I grew fearful
for I had fallen in loveI told you this feeling
and what did you say?
You said you liked our friendship
and that's how it would stayI cried for a friendship I thought I lost

But then felt your warm, gentle hand
You then whispered in my heart
at by my side you'll forever stand

Just For Motivate Us

Looking back all the years, all the sacrifice
If you want to be the best you've got to pay the price
You learn it from the very start just how hard you must try'
Coz if you don't spread your wings then you can't fly
Look at where you are today
Did you ever think that you would come all this way ?

Now you're"Standing In The Eyes Of The World"
Only moments away from what can be
There's a passion in the hearts of a fewever waiting inside to be set free
When the time comes and your spirittakes flight and you reach intoyour soul and live it with all of your might
And there's no surprise that you're
"Standing In The Eyes Of The World"

Many have hopes and dreams that will not come true
And all of them left behind now they will live in you
Everyone feels the same once a day in the sun
But sometimes there is only room for one
Never ever been so near now the chance is finally here

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

FiNaLLLLLLL

wahwawhahwah
the time is around the corner
but the feel it's look like there is nothing happens..
why???
maybe I have been prepared??
oh no....
actually I'am quite lazy to do the works and assignment..
please help me..

Mom dad...
I want to go to manchester also
don't leave me...
why not we go together...
after my final exam....
huhuuhh

Thursday, September 18, 2008

SeLamAt Hari Raya


Wednesday, September 17, 2008

4 serangkai......


















4 serangkai tittle was given by my fren....kak nisa during my previous study at Johore Matriculation College..4 serangkai members are include from the left...adila..wan..sara..me ( tasha)

Now I want to share to you about all 4 serangkai life..

Starting from adila..aka add...now she further her study at ums in medic option..come from setapak kl..youngest sister in her family...her determination to be a doctor become reality in next 5 years..

Then,wan...or wantoi because she loves to go to the toilet..now she study about social science in usm....come from jb...love to watch a thriller movies and want to further her study and become an arceologist...become fan of liverpool...


Next,sara..sara is one of the memberso f 4 serangkai that have a chance to study at oversea..uk..

sara love to be a teacher...but in what her study right now she have an opportunity to become a lecturer...perhaps in JMC hahahahah..her flight will be held on 19/9 on this friday...I don't have a time to send her...


Last but not least it me...tasha or..natusha...I also love to be a teacher but maybe time is not suitable for me..I want to focus my studies and further it to master at uk also...prays for me..

I become a fan of man u...always fight to wan if have any match between man u and liverfool..huhuuuu..


Now 4 serangkai are going to what they want in their life...but eventhought we are separately we still contact each others...that a wonderful of 4 serangkai....

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

The Colour Of My Love

I'll paint my mood in shades of blue
Paint my soul to be with youI
'll sketch your lips in shaded tones
Draw your mouth to my own
I'll draw your arms around my waist
Then all doubt I shall erase
I'll paint the rain that softly lands onYour windblown hair
I'll trace a hand to wipe your tears
A look to calm your fears
A silhouette of dark and lightWhile we hold each other oh so tight
I'll paint a sun to warm your heart
Swearing that we'll never part
That's the colour of my love
I'll paint the truthShow how I feel
Try to make you completely realI'll use a brush so light and fine
To draw you close and make you mine
I'll paint the stars in the evening sky
Draw their light into your eyes
A touch of grace that slowly falls on your moonlit face
I'll trace your hand to hold in mine
A kiss to mark the time
A silhouette of dark and lightWhile we hold each other oh so tight
I'll paint a sun to warm your heartSwearing that we'll never partThat's the colour of my love
I'll paint the truth
Show how I feelTry to make you completely realI'll use a brush so light and fine
To draw you close and make you mine
I'll paint a sun to warm your heart
Swearing that we'll never partI offer what you cannot buy
Devoted love until we die

Valentine's Day???

On February 14th, much of the world celebrates St. Valentine's Day. This holiday centers around the concept of love. This makes it second only to Boxing Day as the holiday least understood by most of the world. It's hard to talk much about love without lapsing into song, poetry, or convulsions, depending on your current experience with it.

I've compiled a few of my favorite quotations about love for this week's edition of Quotes of the Week. As those of you familiar with my collection have already guessed, most of my favorite quotes are, well, a bit negative. Realizing this, I've tried to mix in a few positive voices about love here and there. If you think I'm mocking Valentine's Day by including some of these quotes, you're probably one of those people who are in a happy relationship and are on the verge of lapsing into song yourself, and I doubt this page will do anything to calm you down.

On a more serious note, some of you out there are shy. You're dreading Valentine's Day because you'll have a chance-- almost an obligation--to let that certain someone know how you feel, and it's not easy. Believe me, I've been there. Take my advice: do it. I let quite a few Valentine's Days (and other holidays) go by without making my feelings known, and all I got for my trouble was a bad case of bitterness (how do you think those quotes got into my collection?) Things may not work out, but there's no worse regret than the feeling that you could have had a chance, but didn't even try.

And for those of you who are married, or in a relationship, don't let the day go by unnoticed.

Monday, September 8, 2008

HappY FasTing